Reanimation : Joan Jonas and personal frustration

Yet more outstanding work.

Somehow I want to encompass all that Joan Jonas does and more.

Without the stage theatricality though and with some sense of collaboration and relational aesthetic, and possibly more raw and physical.

 

 

 

 

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http://act.mit.edu/videos/2013/12/joan-jonas-reanimation-an-ongoing-performance/

The past few weeks have been frustrating and demoralising.

The combination of

  • Wanting to use both older ‘retro’ technology along with new digital which don’t want to work together
  • All equipment both old and new costing so much money
  • All equipment needing very time-consuming research to see if it will perform the right functions when I eventually get it
  • The fiddling with the tech which inevitably doesn’t work to start with
  • The lack of space and constant moving of ‘stuff’ around in my increasingly cramped studio space
  • The lack of technicians to advise
  • The lack of equipment to just play with in the AV store
  •  The lack of ‘creative base’ of colleagues working in similar fields where there is an energy to revitalise me when the going gets tough
  •  Physical difficulties with untimely fatigue and painful symptoms on  the days I have available to work.
  • Difficulties with my sight which have made reading, assimilating what I read, and concentration almost impossible.

Today has been better.

I had some training yesterday on Dragon software and it has helped to get me off to a slow start but with gathering pace during the day.

I’ve been able to publish these drafts which have been pending for the last few weeks.

I have been busy with the things above for quite a while: so have been working but not producing work.

It always feels like such a waste of time.

Nothing useful to document.

Nothing useful to see.

I am a little clearer now on how I want to experiment further in some direction rather than spinning round and round like a broken compass!

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rhiannon evans

I'm an MA student at Camberwell College of Art studying for MA Fine Art Digital. Thanks for looking

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